[27 Sep 2007|02:13am]  I have recently been stricken with a general disdain for my life, I don't know what is going on, I don't know why this is, I am sick of meeting new people, and I don't know why a certain someone is so fucking thick headed!  ugh I feel like I'm fucking sixteen again and its really gross   1 with the yellow eye|London Calling

[28 Jan 2006|09:09pm] [ mood | blah ] This will be completely irrelevant but, The fact that spring weather has come in January worries me, And the fact that this does not seem to worry anyone else worries me even more to be honest I kind of miss the cold. 13 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

[09 Oct 2005|12:21am] [ mood | content ] On Thursday I was on the bus and I was being, admittedly, obnoxious and this incredibly misogynistic jerk (who I am told is named Alex) decided he was fed up and as a result yelled at me and those I was with. I proceeded to yell back and there was a bit of a commotion until we had both proved our points and decided to go back to talking to those we were taking the bus with. And then his friends (some grade eleven drama majors) thanked him for saying something. This puzzles me. These people who thanked the male who will henceforth be referred to as "the jackass" are just as loud if not louder than I am. In fact every morning on the bus though I am not a part of their conversation in any way I am privy to some quite intimate details of their lives because they are incapable of controlling the volume of their voices. So how could they thank the jackass if they are also guilty of the crime of noise pollution? Is it because they have severe short-term memory loss? Is it because they lack the ability to relate what others do to what they do? Or is it because they are so desperate for approval that they are willing to become total hypocrites to get it? Somehow I think my third guess is the most accurate. I can understand why people will sink to such depths to obtain the attention they so desperately need. I have sacrificed dignity for a sense of belonging more times than I care to recall. But since then I have matured and I realized that it is unhealthy to rely solely on others to make me feel good about myself. I sincerely hope that those who were riding the bus with the jackass learn this as well because if they don’t their need for external validation will lead them down some very destructive paths. So on that note my sympathy to you. I hope the roads that lie ahead of you will be less grave than I expect them to be. 17 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

[29 Jun 2005|11:05pm] [ mood | cold ] Wow I have not updated in quite a while but that is not all that important. I have decided to try my hand at a rant so forgive me if it is crappy. I just read some of the drama that went on between Patrick and a few of my friends and one of his comments in particular vexed me greatly. Social outcasts? Who is he to judge a person’s social standing? He is merely basing his opinion on the fact that those he is having a battle do not attend the same social events that he does. For you see he and some of those he chooses to spend time with are the self proclaimed popular group of Cawthra Park. He and those few aforementioned people believe that all those who choose not to spend time with them are in some way beneath them because of that. Also if he does in fact possess the genius IQ that he claims to one would think that he would not falsely speak of social standing as an equivalent of self worth and ultimately (because he has done this) intelligence. Some, if not most of history's great thinkers and innovators were "social outcasts" the cliched Einstein was one, Leonardo Da Vinchi was another. If I can make this connection with such a modest IQ why cant a genius? So really if given the choice between Patrick, the self-styled epitome of a meaningless and shallow high school class system and those he accuses of being outcasts I think anyone in their right mind would choose the second. I will admit I do have somewhat of a bias in this instance but essentially I am nothing but a bystander so I will stand by the validity of my words. Yeah that was it. I am aware of the bad grammar 8 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

The new new layout [17 Apr 2005|04:32pm] [ mood | Gangsta ] This is Tessa chllin' on interchangable. Anyways, just in case you were messing around with the overrides or something, I redid the layout, hope you like it, I didn't make it identical to the other one. London Calling

[06 Apr 2005|09:11pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] I have another new layout thank you very much tessa it is clasharific and thank you aidan for making yours to begin with 3 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

New Layout. [02 Apr 2005|08:40pm] [ mood | accomplished ] Hey, this is Aidan on Emma's account. It is quite obvious that I have redone her layout, and I think it is pretty cool. It is not as emo as I had originally intended, but it I like it how it is. Doing all the coding almost killed me. (This is the second thing I have ever coded, the first I have done without help.) So yes, Emma,tell me if I have to change anything on here. Also, I will send you the finished coding later, just in-case. I am going to shut up now... *runs away* 12 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

[22 Mar 2005|08:19pm] [ mood | enthralled ] Im not actually sure how many people will see this but anyways, it has come to my attention through that great cawthra grapevine that some people think that I may be one of the masterminds behind the great scam that was grey soup. While I am incredibly flattered that some think I am that clever I am sad to say that I was in fact in not behind it. Thank you to those who said it though if you ever do happen to see this you made my day London Calling

[06 Mar 2005|03:25pm] [ mood | shocked ] interchangable's LJ stalker is chocolatenipple! chocolatenipple is stalking you because another friend of yours told them you liked them. They are also slowly poisoning you! LiveJournal Username: LJ Stalker Finder From Go-Quiz.com sinthu you knotty girl I never knew 6 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

A DESPERATE CRY FOR ASS [21 Jan 2005|09:09pm] [ mood | bored ] I have decided that I am going to write in my journal because I have nothing better to do. there I updated but why? what compelled me to do so? ILL TELL YOU WHAT! the complete lack if ass in my life so please I beg you all send me ass! 9 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

[09 Jan 2005|03:09pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Have you ever noticed that our society is run by right wing people. One example of this is the fact that a persons political affiliation is referred to as right or left wing. Traditionally the left side was thought of as the side of the devil. So, at least in from a historical standpoint, the left side of anything is the side of evil. Now back to my original point, because I know whoever had the misfortune to come across this page will be so riveted by what I am saying. Anyone who knows anything about politics knows that ultra right wing people, more often then not are well off and would like to stay that way. So in other words they are in business for themselves. Our society is full of these people and why you might ask well it is because greed fuels human ambition. Not only that, this group also fears change just look at the battle that has resulted from the legalisation of gay marriage. I would say that gay marriage is a good thing because it allows two people that love each other to be able to say that they have committed to each other in the highest level possible. A right wing person would say that same sex marriage is not what *god intended and for that matter being gay in itself is a sin. As I said we live in a right wing society, A society that is run on a foundation of greed and fear of change. How is this beneficial at all? Why is it a good thing for a person only goal in life to be to gain money and protect an out of date system that centers around a religion (christianity) that is fundamentally flawed when one considers the fact that it elitist and has an extremely bloody and disturbing past. And that’s it I have grown tired of writing. *would a truly divine god try to define what is right and wrong? Wouldn’t a truly sentient being want nothing more but for those that lived in his/her universe to be happy 2 with the yellow eyes|London Calling

announcing the journal that has no purpose [08 Jan 2005|08:51pm] [ mood | indescribable ] I have created a live journal. I however did not create it to bear my secrets on the vast wasteland that is the net for all to see. Instead I made this journal (which will probably never be updated again) for the soul purpose of reading other peoples and learning all there secrets! London Calling

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